my patronus is an elephant.

i'm sitting on my dad's couch watching "harry potter and the order of the phoenix," cuddling with a rat. well, it might as well be. this dog is gross. it's what happens when a miniature poodle and an italian greyhound are allowed to mate. it's also the runt of the litter. oh little matilda, you are offensive to the k-9 community. and for some reason this creature LOVES me. everytime i walk in the door and she's here she hops up and down and tries to lick my mouth. as gross as she is, i do have a soft spot for yucky matilda.


i am really happy at the moment. not even the slightest bit regretful and 100% content. it's going to be better this time, i'm going to be better this time. i almost forgot how much i like sleeping next to matt, even when we're sweaty and the weather is humid. i'm looking forward to spending time with him again and seeing where things go. it's definitely helping me to have a more positive outlook on things, i had been sort of bumming lately.

being a witch would be sort of cool, i think i'd always be losing my way around hogwarts though.